人品

I was told never to send an email when I'm angry; however, I was never told not to blog when I'm upset. Did you ever wake up and have this horrible feeling that you're going to have a bad day. It's hard to explain. There's no particular reason why you feel this way. Quite frankly, I don't think it's because today is Monday. I don't really mind Mondays ever since school started. From dropping my phone on the bus, to choking on saliva in class (x2), to pointlessly carrying my heavy laptop to school today, the fun never stops. But what really did it was when I was on the bus, and there are these two guys sitting directly behind me who would talk non-stop. I'm not saying talking on the bus is bad. But listening to two guys talking on the bus about the faults of others is not necessarily a great way to start your day. At this one point, I swear they were saying crap about me. This is not the first time someone deliberately talks about me right behind me. What is up with that? They were speaking Chinese. They need to be aware of the fact that I, along with a lot of other people on the bus are Chinese too. I tried using my empathy and tried to understand why they would act this way. But WHY? I don't know. I searched high and low and couldn't find an answer to that. Maybe it's a matter of 人品. If you saw someone fall, would you laugh and walk away or help them up? If you see that someone's backpack is open, would you laugh at how stupid they are or would you let them know? If someone ran so quickly their shoe fell off, would you point and laugh or would you help pick up their shoe up for them? If you would laugh in all these situations, I worry for you my friend. I'm sorry this post is a lot worse written and less motivational than my other posts. I just needed to share my thoughts with you my friends.