Greedy

Oh lilbluetiger, sometimes u just hope for too much and then you disappoint yourself.

茅盾

I am very 茅盾, which makes me very frustrated. No matter how many times I face a situation, I can never seem to handle it properly. Oh, when will I learn? When will I be able to be who I am? When will this 茅盾 finally relieve itself?

Can you do me a favour?

Am I the only one who feels horrible for asking someone else for a favour? This is especially the case when I have to ask someone who I haven't kept in touch with for a while. It's like hey it's been so long... can you do this for me? I don't know. It just seems so unnatural to me but then again, sometimes it's inevitable. I apologize for ever having to ask you for a favour. If there's anything I can do for you, please let me know.

Upset?

I will not let myself be upset about something for more than 24 hours (even if that means having to lose sleep in order to make up that 24).

Loser

I officially hate the month of August. Why do I always lose to the same type of people? Maybe I should change? But I know I can't because this is who I am. Heh, I'm such a silly girl.

Deadlines, deadlines, deadlines!

Life will always be full of deadlines. They're something we don't look forward to. Even something that we might dread. In school, we have due dates for assignments and projects. Don't forget about exam dates, which are in a way studying deadlines we have to meet. When applying to a professional program or for a job, we have application deadlines with transcripts we have to order, resumes we have to update and personal essays we might have to write. In work, we have project, task and report deadlines which might cost millions if we fail to meet them. When we want to earn designation we have licensing tests and deadlines. Then we have the most dreaded and the final deadline of life - death.

Life would be miserable if we over-occupy our minds thinking about upcoming deadlines. We would just be constantly dreading and would not be able to live and enjoy life. That would be such a waste.

Enjoy life, explore life, LIVE life. Don't lose focus of your goals but don't only focus on the end, you need to enjoy the journey getting there.